Nollywood actor Benson Okonkwo has made an emotional appeal for help from filmmakers and colleagues in the industry, revealing he is battling depression and struggling with suicidal thoughts after two decades in the movie scene.
Speaking in an interview with Saturday Beats, Okonkwo explained that his decision to go public was born out of desperation and a desire to prevent tragedy.
“I am having depression and suicidal thoughts. Please tell the world to come and save me. After 20 years in Nollywood, I cannot boast of a bag of water. There is nothing to show. A lot of actors cannot open up, but it is better I speak up than die in silence,” he said.
The actor emphasized that his candor was not a sign of weakness but of courage. “I am just being brave by coming out because a lot of people will not come and speak. A lot of them are in this situation, but I don’t know how to pretend. I am a very blunt person.”
Despite having featured in several films, Okonkwo revealed that he often went unpaid, a situation that has left him feeling emotionally and financially drained. “I started my career with people like Zubby Michael, Ken Erics and Fredrick Leonard,” he noted, pointing out that his career has not seen similar financial growth.
Okonkwo also expressed disappointment that the support he once extended to others had not been reciprocated in his time of need. “I have tried everything I can; it’s just that I fail. I am growing older and I need to get married. I need to start a business and make money. I can’t keep calm and support them alone. I supported White Money, Tasha, Phyna, Laycon, and Kelly Rae (past Big Brother Naija winners). I don’t mind if they all hear my cry now. I also supported Queen May (Yul Edochie’s estranged wife).”
When asked whether he had contacted those individuals directly, the actor responded, “I have been trying, but it hasn’t been easy reaching out to them. That is why I am speaking out now publicly.”
In a moment of reflection, Okonkwo also expressed regret over abandoning his university education to pursue acting. He disclosed that he had dropped out of the University of Nigeria, Nsukka, where he was studying Law, to chase his passion for the screen.
The actor’s public plea highlights the often unspoken struggles faced by entertainers behind the scenes, sparking conversation around mental health and industry support in Nollywood.
